Let’s see what to include in my year in review….how about
That is what this year was in terms of fitness and weight loss! I tried, I feel like I tried a million times and everytime I half-assed it. It’s the truth, nothing ever matched up. Either I ate well and didn’t exercise or I was exercising and not eating well. I had such lofty goals for this year and seeing as I completed none..I’m sitting here kind of feeling like a failure.
Last week or maybe it was the week before my friend and I went to our Cardio Hip Hop class and we decided to weigh ourselves. Both of us are trying to lose weight and we have been each others fitness buddy for the past few months. We were going hard, 2 a days, encouragement through email and all that good friend support. Then we both fell off. Needless to say we knew we had done some damage. Well I stood on that scale and saw a number I never wanted to see again….271. I rolled my eyes but on my jacket and along with my friend vowed that this would be the last time. A running emotions these past few months has been anger and disappointment. That’s exactly how I felt seeing that number. The last time I saw that number I was 9 months pregnant!!!!
Fast forward to now…2013 is in a week and 2 days and I cannot wait. Personally 2012 was amazing. My baby turned 1, I took my boys on an amazing DISNEY vacation and I was promoted at my job. I’m looking forward to 2013 being even better. This last week of 2012 I intend to gear myself for the changes I will (must) make in 2013.
I’ve been going to my favorite classes (Zumba, Cardio Hip Hop, Kickboxing) but i need to kick it up a notch because I’ve been doing the bare minimum. Also I’ve thought about blogging alot but who wants to be the weight loss blogger who is not losing weight? I would love for this blog to be many things for many people and hopefully it will be down the road. But for now I will be writing for myself only. I’m not going to worry about making it polished and pretty. That means this blog will not just be rambling posts. It may be posts featuring one or 2 words about my feelings at the time. Maybe an inspiration quote, or a sweaty picture (I really do hate these but I need to be able to visualize what it looks like for me to work hard) I just hope while I literally fight my way back to where I need to be a few people will read and be inspired.
Consistency – First and foremost this is my biggest issue. Staying consistent working out and eating is a constant battle and once I “fall off the wagon” it takes a few days to pick myself up again. So this is my main goal that spans my exercise and eating. For fitness purposes . . . → Read More: November Goals
So the past couple of days I’ve been gearing up to write a big Cry-Baby post about weight loss being so hard and how much it sucks. But like I said it’s been a few days since those thoughts first entered my mind and in those few days those thoughts have become less and . . . → Read More: Ranting and Raving
So I was supposed to start weighing in at the beginning of the month. Yea October 1st has come and gone. I have no excuses I just didn’t post. So now you get a double dose of weigh-ins
Weigh in #1 (October 1st) – 269lbs Weigh in #2 (October 8th) – 267
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I’m stuck. Seriously at one point I am gung-ho and ready to get down to the nitty gritty and make some serious moves. Other times I am just ready to come home see my family and relax. I always feel like there is never enough time in the day. It’s annoying. I wake up . . . → Read More: Reality
Hey…um..long time no see..er..um blog.
I wish I had a million excuses as to why I stopped blogging but I don’t. In fact I only have one…inspiration. I totally lost the spark I had previously for blogging and weight loss in general. Life caught up to me and it seemed like the harder . . . → Read More: So…What had happened was…..
So um I know I’ve been M.I.A.
I don’t really have an excuse. I’m kinda in a funk and pretty much don’t feel like blogging. I feel like I’ve lost my footing and right now I’m stumbling so I’m just trying to get back on track. I’ve been eating well and exercising (I actually . . . → Read More: Awesome April
Does anyone remember the song and dance DA DIP from the 90′s. So bad yet oh so hard not to get stuck in your head for an eternity! Anyways I decided to start getting my dip on! Tricep dips! two nights ago we were doing exercises with the boys (Actually I was just calling . . . → Read More: When I dip, you dip, we dip
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